JUST DON GET IT! , IS IT MY FAULT!?

i felt so hurtfull ,felt so tired yet don know what to do!!!
I did not do anything wrong and yet i was gaven a face by you !
i don care what people think , but i only care what you think for me.
cry and cry every night when ever i think of you . and i will think that what i had done wrong .i want to get you by myside but i cannot , do you know the feeling!?
i also cannot show you my sad side .i could only give you a happy face .
is a fake smile , is it what you want?
cannot sleep last night till now!
i really want to know , what am i to you.
do you know how much i love you a not?

Hais.I just hate it when ,your are not by myside!
Just don know what to to le. In the pass
everything i did . i was wrong .I was stupit i was a fool .hais
but i really did change know !
You yourself also know that too!.
But why the result is still like this .
I really hate it know !?
I know you still love me but why you wanna let go?
You did see i change ,You did felt it too!
Why you did not even gave me a chance to prove it to you !
I am seriously in Loving with you Only know!
If time could turn back . i will sure love you better alot then last time , i am very sure!
But i did not !,I am Really Regret . i was Very Very Dumb not to treasure you !!!!
As everytime you said that you don like me !But i was not just like you,
I am Loving you ! yet not like only know.
I know now everything i say will not change the fact but
I would like to just let you know ,
i really wish you could just let me love you !
Loving a person have no wrong !
i want to be the first person to be with you when you are down ,
i want to lean you my shoulder
i want to be the first person you spent with when you are happy,
But sadly i don think i have this chance .hais..
not even spent a happy time with you ,
i really wish to be your everything!!!
when i scroll your blog and see the last time the post of yours .
i see le , do you know how i feel a not!I could only say myself . i could not blame anyone but only keep saying myself!,
when ever you say me . after the phone ,i cry ,i felt so heart pain .
After all you say all those words.
I will tell you here if you see this ,
My daddy that night call you not to scold you . just want to tell you that , he himself also felt that i am really in love with you !and talk wanted to you !
This is like my first time that i am so crazy in love with this gal!
Hais!, so Fuck up now , my mind was full of you .
I can just only keep go drink and drink ,just to forget you just for that few hours , but i cannot even do that ,
all this was just nothing , all i wanted you
just to be happy! and auto i will be happy too!

Sorry did not updated so long,
cause i was busy with some staffs uh .
then no time to update , everytime at outside then by the time come home late liao le .
Recently my life like not good luh,
studys also not good . everything not good.
Hais. hungry le , i wan go eat liao .
End here(:

i am like a bit xiao bored luh , now cannot sleep . suddenly think of blogging leis.
this few day did not make it to school. hmm. not really interested in study anymore le leis .
like go school to me like , no point le luh. also like so nothing to do nor .

Some time uh , i will suddenly think of you luh . out of no where!! ,like the things that we done before or the places we been to .
why , am i still do that .Teo Jie Kai!! WAKE UP luh!
when the other party is like , don really give a fucking dame about you luh.
I am like confuse , i don't know . what i really want now!!
Like i wan my things back for good! i also don't even have the courage to even tell that person luh , i am like fucking stress up luh. I feel like leaving school , and yet you told me not too.i don't know should i anot?
Aiya , lets see hows things go bah!
i will end here , photo will come up .in my next post!

shap shot ,by cherly

me and my mummy(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!(:
2010 huat arh!
wish you guys , have a brand new year .
Yesterday went to

1. My cosin house to celebrate with my cosin and family.
2. cab down to downtown to celebrate with my frens .
3. then cab down to paris ris park , summer breeze to drink and dance(The DJ Was well remix)
   
4. lastly cab home and sleep!(:
   

who is talking to me, i cannot understand what are you talking about!?
Wow what dog words are you talking about?
if you are a stealer , will say you are a stealer?
of cause you will not ma.use some mature thinkings brain of yours lah dey,
i did not link all the thing to your uh. is you who is the one who wanted to link all the thing to your. and one thing .don teach your father how to fuck lah gal.

1. YOU WAN ACT mature
2. AND YOU ARE JUST LIKE HOW, OLD ONLY.
3. LOOK WHOS IS acting like some immature kids over
4. THANKS A LOT HOR, I DON NEED YOU TO PUT MY NAME THERE!
   
5. KNOW WHY?
   
6. CAUSE YOUR BLOG IS SO
   
7. DIRTY
8. SMELLY
9. sarcastic
10. AND TOO MATURE FOR MY NAME TO BE THERE
11. AND LASTLY , I WOUNT REPLY THIS KIND OF IMMATURE THINGS THAT KIDS DO!